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Documenting not dying since October 2013.

The 28th & 29th; Sick of being angry about it all the time.

The 28th & 29th; Sick of being angry about it all the time.

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The 28th of July. I've had a very productive day, without even leaving the house. Not so much the morning - just blogging. But after lunch, Mommy and I decided to make Konditor & Cook's Curly Wurly cake. My role was to warm milk, sugar and chocolate together before pouring it into the rest of the mixture. They had to bake and cool, so Mommy went to see Grandma, and I watched the first episode of Agent Carter and one of the episodes of Hannibal that's on the box while I started making the body of Jessie the Raccoon.

When she came back, we made the frosting and I filled the middle, then coated the whole cake with a thin layer of frosting before putting it in the fridge for an hour. Christine rang, then we watched Mock the Week from before we went away, then it was time to finish. I piled on the rest of the icing and decorated it with some chocolate swirls. I'm quite pleased with its appearance, just have to taste it later! I've finished Jessie's body, now working on the head, and that's going to be tricky. 

The 29th of July.

Jessie's face was a disaster so I'm trying again. If this goes wrong I might cry. 

Had to get up at 7am for haematology clinic. I was fully ready to yell at Ram but when it came to it, I couldn't. I was in by half past ten, and he read me Andrew's emails, and basically, because it isn't getting worse and it's not medically necessary, he won't do another venoplasty because he doesn't want to screw up my veins more. I only have two ECP sessions left, at the end of this month and three months after that, so essentially, there's not a huge amount of point in having those so we're going to stop and the line is coming out. I did cry. I'm just sick of being angry about it all the time. 

This afternoon, we took some Curly Wurly cake over the road and had dramas on the house, then I was at the chiro with just a bit of neck aggravation,back in three weeks. We've watched an episode of Cordon, and I'm now trying really hard not to fuck up Jessie's had number two. 

The 30th & 31st; One day seven years ago that changed everything.

The 30th & 31st; One day seven years ago that changed everything.

The 26th & 27th; "If I die, then it means I have lived."

The 26th & 27th; "If I die, then it means I have lived."