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Documenting not dying since October 2013.

The 27th & 28th; Lives saved with money raised in my name.

The 27th & 28th; Lives saved with money raised in my name.

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The 27th of May. Very, very tired. Woke up at 5:25 coughing and got up at six, because we needed to leave early to deal with rush hour traffic on the way to the station. All the assistance stuff went very smoothly, and Heidi met us at Bristol. I have her Rufus the Lion (he's a bad plumber) and we went to Real Adventure, the ad agency she works at. I still have no voice, so I waved at everyone and sometimes whispered.

Everyone gathered in a wee auditorium and the was a little presentation, Mommy read a short speech that I wrote, there were some pictures from fund-raisers they'd done like running marathons, doing a Tough Mudder, and eating lots of doughnuts, then the cheque of over £4600 was handed over. It feels so good to know that at least 46 donors will be registered and possibly lives saved with money raised in my name.

Afterwards, Heidi took Mommy and I for lunch at Hart's Bakery. I had a flat white, a ham hock and cheese toastie, and a slice of toffee and banana came. It was all incredibly delicious, and I am still full! We arrived back at the station really early, so we just got magazines and more coffee and people watched until it was time for our train. I had several major coughing fits and an old lady offered me a sweet but I politely declined, we went past a field of tiny horses and also Hallfield so I was really happy, then we got a taxi home.

Now I am in my pyjamas and pooped.

The 28th of May.

I took two Zopiclone last night and they didn't even work - I just can't stop coughing and it is driving me round the bend. I think I slept a bit this morning, but it's so hard to tell I get as I wake up coughing so much. It's the worst kind of relentless tickly bastard cough that just taunts you. 

I bought some Hudson sandals in the ASOS sale back in April, but when they arrived, they were too big, and were sold out in the next size down. I was really annoyed because they looked really good, so have been hunting for them ever since, and found some on eBay for £20! Apparently the heel on one is slightly higher but I can't tell, and I tried them on this morning, and they fit, so hurrah!

Becky came round this afternoon as I haven't seen her for ages, so I communicated as best I could and it was nice. I'm not expecting my voice to return until the weekend at the earliest. I hope it doesn't take too long - I'd like to be able to order my own food at The Hand and Flowers next week.

 

The 29th & 30th; Despite how shitty my normal breathing is, it's better than this.

The 29th & 30th; Despite how shitty my normal breathing is, it's better than this.

The 25th & 26th; I feel so awful.