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Documenting not dying since October 2013.

The 25th & 26th; Feeling vaguely half-human.

The 25th & 26th; Feeling vaguely half-human.

The 25th of August.  Ugh I had a horrible night. First, I had a dream that the muscles in my thighs had atrophied, and I was trying to walk around a supermarket with a trolley, but I couldn't lift my legs. Then, I had another dream that I ate some sort of bud that would kill me, then I was crawling around repeating "Mommy, I ate a flower" when Gollum from Lord of the Rings started coming toward me, scrambling in a bridge position, and I woke myself up trying to kick it away. I had to listen to a lot of podcast to stop myself falling back into the same dream. 

I was glad to see daylight. Hopefully tonight will be better. This morning, I did a blog post, and went to see the kitties. I let Harvey out briefly, but then Hugo wanted to come out too and I can't have them both running around while on my own. They can do that this evening when there are two of us there. 

I have been crocheting all afternoon - another doily. Going to be a big one. I decided I would start watching Doctor Foster on Netflix, as I want to see the second series and I only saw bits of the first, so I saw the first two episodes of that. I'm enjoying it - I cannot wait for the dinner party. 

The 26th of August. 

What a fucking garbage night. Again. It felt like I barely slept at all, although I must have done. I think I will go to bed early tonight, but that rarely works. I must have looked exhausted, because the chap at the cinema gave me a large coffee without me asking for it. 

This morning, once I had got myself feeling vaguely half-human, I said hi to the cats and then sat down with the crochet. I managed a couple of rounds, occasionally looking up at Saturday Kitchen, then stopped so I could concentrate on Only Connect. Can't do missing vowels if I'm not paying attention. 

After lunch, Daddy and I went to see Logan Lucky. It's a huge amount of fun - I was thrilled from the moment Parks and Rec's Jerry appeared as Channing Tatum's boss. I was in. Daniel Craig is having a lovely time being a bomb-making prisoner, and Hillary Swank turns up for a jolly. If you want a good, ridiculous heist movie, it's for you. 

The 27th & 28th; This is not normal.

The 27th & 28th; This is not normal.

The 23rd & 24th; Life is pretty banausic right now.

The 23rd & 24th; Life is pretty banausic right now.